Yeah..I know why complain right? Well, It’s just one of those days when you can’t take it anymore and it’s about time..

This is just a rant, so if you don’t want to read, go ahead. This will just be me spilling my emotions.

It’s lame how I’m complaining that I’m single, but I’m not trying to sound desperate to have a significant other. It sucks how life is so BLAND, there’s nothing exciting going on, with the exception of some days when it’s just a really good day. I mean, I’m still in that routine of checking my phone as if anyone would text me to even say hi, or how are you for about 2 years….might as well have no phone right? Yeah yeah, I had those stages when I started to talk to someone, but they would just bail out on me and leave…like “what did I do wrong? did I say something? did I do something? Am I lacking something that you wanted?”
Well, 2 years I’ve been single, but I’m just following God’s path, his plan for me.
Love is patient.
Yeah, I pray sometimes that one day I’ll be with someone who I love and who loves me as I love that someone. Pretty lame to pray for a significant other, but it’s God, I can talk to him about ANYTHING..and as a FACT, I know my prayers will be answered, maybe tomorrow, maybe tonight, a week from now, a month, maybe even one more year until he answers my prayers, but all that waiting will be worth it because I know that Love is patient.

Once God answers my prayers, you better know that you’re going to be my only one that I love that way and that you are so freakin’ special to me because I’ve waited so long for God to send you to me. I won’t cheat on you, I’ll always be loyal to you, and I’m NOT promising a PERFECT relationship, but I am always willing to work things out and talk about problems we have in our relationship to make us stronger than before; building our love even more. And knowing when we look back at “big/small fights” we had worked out, It’s going to feel so damn good because we both stayed through it together. Through thick and thin. We’re gonna be like “Damn! remember that time we had that big fight, but at the end we worked things out!? Well, look at us now, still together, stronger” Man, such a feeling I would get from hearing that. That would be the best feeling in the world.

But for now, I’m riding solo.

& If you’re read this whole bunch of mess, thanks<3 haha. I wouldn’t know who you are, but I’m glad you care about me(: